Friday, August 17, 2012

Hopelessness

Favorite Poems

Hopelessness
A ticking time bomb
Ready to explode
At any given moment
Just sitting
Brewing…
I’m steaming
But it’s invisible.
It only surfaces
When I’m alone.
I’m tired
Tired of screaming
Tired of not being heard
The only person
That can push the right buttons
To make it seem as if I’m being controlled
I’m mentally drained
A pounding headache arising
I need to leave
Not you…
Just from you
But it’s you
That I can’t seem to shake.
So I just deal…
Deal with you and your set ways
Talking over me
As if my points
Are pointless
You feel what you feel
So nothing else matters
Nothing seems fair
I’m trying to save face
I feel that I’m at wits end
Prove to me this isn’t a mistake
©Craig Watson, 2012
soul bare
screams of rage
as I sit silently
needing you
or someone very like
life going nowhere
in a headlong flight
where did I go wrong
you were so perfect
now I long for escape
from all that I know
wanting loneliness
alone, blessedly alone
desiring companionship
or at least respect
time shall pass
as it does, always
doors open and shut
unheeded opportunities
from one, death beckons
promising sweet release
from others, new paths
promising nothing, but change
needing to stop, then gently
reaching and turning the knob…
Phil Huffstatler, year unknown
Untitled
Changing
Dancing
Leaping
Creeping
Sliding
Jumping
From old life
into new
we arrive
Wondering
what I
think of you
Unseen dreams
Newfound schemes
Endless sunbeams
Two lives
Two loves
Made to one
Enmeshed
Enhanced
At last

0 comments:

Post a Comment